Tuesday, 15 April 2008

why is it people look at christians and think that there perfect


why is it that that people who are not christians or who dont realy no god think that coz that there in the church each sunday that there life is perfect when realy there struggling as much or maybe more than the person who hasnt stepped in to those doors. you can call it the devil or satan but at the end of day its the same.as soon as he no ur following jesus it seems more tougher than when u wasnt following jesus .he will do everything to drag you down more so coz your life is in the hands of god and he dosent want that he will do everything to take ur eyes of jesus. i no that jesus is always by my side and he will never let me go but at moment im finding everything more tougher than ever .i no jesus is in full control of my life but i keep thinking what are his plans for me just 3 years ago i had 2 realy special people around me .i had a realy close mate who was like a rock more than he knows and when i was down i new i could go to him he has now met a fantastic lady and now has moved from mitcham to south africa .he is now training to be a vicor /pastor im so please for them both i no god put them together for a reason and and my wife left i never ever thought in a million years that after what we went through always there someone you loved that much could ever hurt you like that and do that .its been not that far away from 3 years and im now raising our 3 children alone divorced yet i feel more alone than i ever have but i realy believe god has plans for me .i keep praying but wonder am i listening Jesus could make storms stop. He could make blind people see and crippled people walk. Why would Jesus ever have to feel sad? He could change anything that made him sad.
One time Jesus was sad. His good friend Lazarus had died. Mary and Martha were sad. They loved their brother. They would miss him. Jesus felt sad for them, too. Do you know what Jesus did? He cried. Now we know that Jesus understands how we feel when someone we love hurts very bad or dies.
When have you felt sad ?
How does it help to know that Jesus felt sad, too? so if you ever think that everyone in church has a perfect life they dont but they do have faith in jesus

Tuesday, 11 December 2007

the final inspection




The soldier stood and faced God,Which must always come to pass,He hoped his shoes were shining,Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, you soldier,How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek?To My Church have you been true?"The soldier squared his shoulders andsaid, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't,Because those of us who carry guns,Can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays,And at times my talk was tough,And sometimes I've been violent,Because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a pennyThat wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtimeWhen the bills got just too steep,

And I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear,And sometimes, God forgive me,I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a placeAmong the people here,They never wanted me around,Except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord,It needn't be so grand,I never expected or had too much,But if you don't, I'll understand."There was a silence all around the throne,Where the saints had often trod,As the soldier waited quietly,For the judgment of his God."Step forward now, you soldier,You've borne your burdens well,Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,You've done your time in Hell."

Tuesday, 4 December 2007

Monday, 5 November 2007

engelbert humperdink show


well yesterday evening me and jordan went and say engelbert at london palladium getting there was a nightmare 2 of the lines were not in use so we had a load of hassle but at least we had a few giggles along the way had a chat with one lady she asked jordan if he would like a crisp hes got little hand but i tell u one thing he nearly took all of them by the time we got off her bag was nearl empty i felt sorry for her once we got in there apart from how little leg room i had the show was realy good i was so surprise how powerfull his voice was and had such a great sence of humour near the end he asked if everyone has had enough and the replyed no so humperdink repled o shit jordan shouted your not aloud to swear .good old jordan people started laughing at jordan. i thought on the way home jordan mite of fell asleep but no he was on fine form making people laugh on the train most of way home next trip to thearta is the other two want to see high school musical.at least jordan chose a good show

Thursday, 1 November 2007

sweet







this is one of the sweetest dogs around apart from my two

Sunday, 28 October 2007


i just been on youtube just a moment ago and viewed this video i found it quiet moving this is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5NXOfFKnGw tell me what you think

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

our lighthouse



theres IS A LIGHT HOUSE ON THE HILLSIDE
THAT OVER LOOKS LIFE'S SEA
AND WHEN MY SOUL IS TOSSED,IT SENDS OUT A LIGHT, SO THAT I MIGHT SEE

AND THE LIGHT THAT SHINES IN DARKNESS
NOW SAFELY LEADS ME HOME
AND IF IT WASN'T FOR THE LIGHTHOUSE
THIS SHIP WOULD BE NO MORE.

EVERYBODY THAT LIVES AROUND US
SAYS TEAR THAT LIGHT HOUSE DOWN
CAUSE THE BIG SHIPS DON'T PASS THIS WAY ANYMORE
THERE'S NO USE OF IT HANGING ROUND.


BUT MY MIND GOES BACK TO ONE STORMY NIGHTWHEN JUST IN TIME, I SAW THE LIGHT
IT WAS THE LIGHT FROM THAT OLD LIGHTHOUSETHERE UP ON THE HILL.
I THANK GOD FOR THE LIGHT HOUSEI OWE MY LIFE TO HIMFOR JESUS IS THE LIGHTHOUSE
AND FROM THE ROCKS OF SIN
HE HAS SHOWN A LIGHT AROUND ME
SO THAT I MIGHT CLEARLY SEEAND IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT LIGHTHOUSEWHERE WOULD THIS SHIP BE. why is it we only need a lighthouse when times are rough we only pray when thing are not going our way then we blame god for things . our way dont make it rite . we have this perfect plan for our life or what we think is the perfect plan and the sundely things dont go as planned or as we plan them to . or do they stop planning our life for what we want and open your heart for what jesus want for us.he only wants the best for us.so instead of only looking for god in rough times and then once hes answered our prayers we put him back in that little box only to be used in emergency keep it open keep an eyes on that lighthouse all the time .dont go throw life in darkness when .when jesus is the light of the world